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Sunday, January 23, 2011
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Beloved grandpa 4/5/1920 - 16/1/2011  It's been a horrible week for me, the worst week i haven had in my entire life so far. My beloved grandpa passed away on sixteen of january. I still cant accept the truth. Times fly so fast, just few months back, my grandpa was still so normal. Everything started when his leg become weak, and so he started to fall often, causing blood cot in his brain that caused the right side of the body getting stroke. From there, he started hospitalised, then getting his lung affected from one to both. It's just happened like drama. Furneral was held at the shelther nearby my house. during the past few days, many things just appeared in my mind. i asked god why they have to take him away, i asked can they just give me few days more before taking him away, i asked why dont they give warning before he go, i ask i ask i ask.. just too many questions. I wondered where do dead people go to, can i take a look at the other world? Still remembered when my grandpa still around, he used to tell me, he is afraid to die, he wanted his body buried and not cremation, he also told me he will not come home and scare us. how i wish time could rewind, suddenly i got so much to tell him. Quite regret not spending time talking to him when he is still around. My grandpa dote me the most. He used to give me money once a week or every two week, never fail to do so, he afraid i got no money to eat. Heard from neighbours, they happened to see my grandpa and grandma having 'bao' together under block after going to the market together, just how lovely they are. my grandma been crying all the while, even till now, she just cant bear to leave him. I had made my promise to my dead grandpa taking good care of her till she's not around. On thurs, it's the day where grandpa body got to be send for buried. His body was buried at chua chu kang chinese cemetry. It''s was really hurt being there watching his body buried. After that, the priest invited my grandpa back to our house, the priest told me to switch on all the light, but one of light just couldn't light up, it happened to be the light just above my grandpa photo was being placed. Nvm, the priest continue chanting, just when the chanting stopped, the light suddenly lighted up itself, quite creepy, but i really hope it was something related to grandpa, hopefully he do really come back. I want to thanx all who came for the wake, especially those came to accompany me. been really a hard and tough week for me, it really hit ne hard. I am really really tired of everything. Skipped four days of school for the furneral, so stress because these days lecturer revising and teaching what gonna be test next week for lab test. Straight after the furneral, i am heavily sick, sore throat and cough till got blood. i really really really need a break! i am really tired of things happen recently. i really really want to go out and take a walk or whatever. Thankyou bx for asking you out to accompany me on sat to catch a movie 'shoalin' when everyone was at party, really a good show four stars given. Monday, January 10, 2011
:( weekend was kinda boring... nth much to do, wasted a weekend, haiss... went to visit my grandpa after lesson today, stay with him for one hr standing next to him. he look so weak, keep coughing, and i know he is in pain. so i pat him on his chest, and suddenly my tears started rolling out, i dont know why too. maybe seeing him suffering. a couple of times, he wanted to talk to me, but the voice just couldn't come out of his mouth. may god heal him. Saturday, January 8, 2011
:( It's the first weekend of twenty-eleven. school as usual boring, but days past really fast. Have been going hospital for the past few weeks, or maybe months to visit my grandpa. Just this morning, the hospital call and said, his condition is going bad, and after my dad concern, they are not going to send him to ICU or save him, if things goes worst, because we dont want him to suffer any further. i got not much wish this new year, all i wish is that my grandpa can recover asap. sometimes i just feel like shouting to god, "can you just grant my wish?!", or why not just shorten my life and make my grandpa live longer. Countdown party at marina barrage was awesome! meet my friends at marina bay sts after visiting my grandpa. took shuttle bus there. It's was really heavily, so we had our picnic sheltered. the rain eventually move away, went to the roof top to fly kite, had my pants dirty, full of mud spot. Live performances kept us till countdown at twenvle. All i can say is fantastic!          Tuesday, January 4, 2011
:) it was a busy day on the 30th dec planned to meet my classmate 3pm in sch for project but end up reaching there 4plus after cabbing down was held at salon, it was dam packed in the salon. did abit of project before trained down to ion to meet the rest had a hard time settling down for dinner from mall to mall we walked and finally settled our dinner at shaw house 'Dome' celebrated clifton and jasmine birthday.  |