Boon Kwang
Profile TanBoonKwang, 06/05/90 tbk_1990@hotmail.com Archives December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 Musics Music Playlist at MixPod.com Jasmine WeiXiang Eric Meiluan Huiyu Vivien Emily Jacintha Lixian Mr Pinto Yuhyang Yuheng Winwin Nigel Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, February 28, 2011 Friday, February 11, 2011 :(( Warp up for this week Been going back sch for this whole of weekdays to study and some lessons to attend. Had a hard time doing my cost accounting paper this wed. Hope the result will be a good one. The same day, i noticed i've been posted to attachment. Really really sad and angry after seeing the comfirmation list. Guess i'll be so sad thru out the whole week because i got to back out the hongkong trip with my friends during april and there's goes my six week of holidays. Examation end second of march and my attachment will start right five days later, which means my holiday had become only five days instead of six weeks. But, that's only part of the reason why i and so sad. It's because so many things had happen this year, all coming one shot and so sudden. I'm really really tired, have been craving for a breakaway so badly, and there goes my plan. This feeling is really bad, just like unstoppable. i guess this is not a smooth year for me, really dont know how long i hold. Hope things will turn around. Saturday, February 5, 2011 [FANCAM] 100721 Miss A Fansign Suzy Focus Wednesday, February 2, 2011 :(( Been so sick for the past two week. Went to consult doctor two time, found out to be nose infection, medicine alot and all so big. Went out with jianlong, jamie and jacintha on mon. had a hard time looking for place for dinner, finally settled down at 'ichiban boshi' restaurant. After that went to cenileisure for movie, watched 'hereafter'. This is a really cmi show, advise not to watch it. Two hour duration, i even fall asleep inside the cenima. The show is about someone having supernatural that can communicate with dead people. How i wish i could have this power, so as to see where is my grandpa right now, how's he doing right now. Really miss him alot. It's chinese new year eve today, every year this day, he would gave me red packet, cook good food and stuff. Did smth stupid and make myself embarrassed. went to try this jeans at a shop. Thought my shoe could went thru the jeans without removing my shoe, so i just wore it without removing it, end up it stucked half way thru. Spent ten minutes in the changing room removing it, even sprainting my hand. came out the queue was long. Everyone was looking at me, even the chiobu cashier. Worst thing is i even forget to wear my belt properly before coming out. Sunday, January 23, 2011 :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((                                                      Beloved grandpa                                                   4/5/1920 - 16/1/2011 It's been a horrible week for me, the worst week i haven had in my entire life so far. My beloved grandpa passed away on sixteen of january. I still cant accept the truth. Times fly so fast, just few months back, my grandpa was still so normal. Everything started when his leg become weak, and so he started to fall often, causing blood cot in his brain that caused the right side of the body getting stroke. From there, he started hospitalised, then getting his lung affected from one to both. It's just happened like drama. Furneral was held at the shelther nearby my house. during the past few days, many things just appeared in my mind. i asked god why they have to take him away, i asked can they just give me few days more before taking him away, i asked why dont they give warning before he go, i ask i ask i ask.. just too many questions. I wondered where do dead people go to, can i take a look at the other world? Still remembered when my grandpa still around, he used to tell me, he is afraid to die, he wanted his body buried and not cremation, he also told me he will not come home and scare us. how i wish time could rewind, suddenly i got so much to tell him. Quite regret not spending time talking to him when he is still around. My grandpa dote me the most. He used to give me money once a week or every two week, never fail to do so, he afraid i got no money to eat. Heard from neighbours, they happened to see my grandpa and grandma having 'bao' together under block after going to the market together, just how lovely they are. my grandma been crying all the while, even till now, she just cant bear to leave him. I had made my promise to my dead grandpa taking good care of her till she's not around. On thurs, it's the day where grandpa body got to be send for buried. His body was buried at chua chu kang chinese cemetry. It''s was really hurt being there watching his body buried. After that, the priest invited my grandpa back to our house, the priest told me to switch on all the light, but one of light just couldn't light up, it happened to be the light just above my grandpa photo was being placed. Nvm, the priest continue chanting, just when the chanting stopped, the light suddenly lighted up itself, quite creepy, but i really hope it was something related to grandpa, hopefully he do really come back. I want to thanx all who came for the wake, especially those came to accompany me. been really a hard and tough week for me, it really hit ne hard. I am really really tired of everything. Skipped four days of school for the furneral, so stress because these days lecturer revising and teaching what gonna be test next week for lab test. Straight after the furneral, i am heavily sick, sore throat and cough till got blood. i really really really need a break! i am really tired of things happen recently. i really really want to go out and take a walk or whatever. Thankyou bx for asking you out to accompany me on sat to catch a movie 'shoalin' when everyone was at party, really a good show four stars given.                                              Monday, January 10, 2011 :( weekend was kinda boring... nth much to do, wasted a weekend, haiss... went to visit my grandpa after lesson today, stay with him for one hr standing next to him. he look so weak, keep coughing, and i know he is in pain. so i pat him on his chest, and suddenly my tears started rolling out, i dont know why too. maybe seeing him suffering. a couple of times, he wanted to talk to me, but the voice just couldn't come out of his mouth. may god heal him. Saturday, January 8, 2011 :( It's the first weekend of twenty-eleven. school as usual boring, but days past really fast. Have been going hospital for the past few weeks, or maybe months to visit my grandpa. Just this morning, the hospital call and said, his condition is going bad, and after my dad concern, they are not going to send him to ICU or save him, if things goes worst, because we dont want him to suffer any further. i got not much wish this new year, all i wish is that my grandpa can recover asap. sometimes i just feel like shouting to god, "can you just grant my wish?!", or why not just shorten my life and make my grandpa live longer. Countdown party at marina barrage was awesome! meet my friends at marina bay sts after visiting my grandpa. took shuttle bus there. It's was really heavily, so we had our picnic sheltered. the rain eventually move away, went to the roof top to fly kite, had my pants dirty, full of mud spot. Live performances kept us till countdown at twenvle. All i can say is fantastic!